SURPRISE?

both hand still empty
nothing is for me
anyone can give me a surprise?
i feel boring for my life dy
it just like a empty paper
just me make surprise for people
and no body give me surprise also
nothing special
birthday coming soon
who will be the first give me the surprise?
i don care is small or big surprise
and i don care who will be the first
i just need something
never get something
is boring